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29-04-2023, 10:42 PM
Entry Seven - Contemplation.
*The gentle blue hue of the holo bursts to life, though no visuals are seen as of yet. After a few moments pass the device levitates over toward Valkara, currently standing with an upright posture within a location unknown. Her attention fixated in a singular direction, the audible sound of rain tapping against a surface almost therapeutically as her figure moves into frame. Her right hand resting against the small of her back, her left hand bent at the elbow and fingers moving slightly, clearly manipulating the holo-device to a position where her form would be seen. A deep sigh trails from her lips, before the silence was soon broken.*
“I had no intention on advancing these entries, it has been awhile. The weight of my former masters death continues to rest heavy on my shoulders. My lightsaber is a daily reminder of my past, who I used to be and who I have become. Yet, none have questioned or taken note of the abnormality of such a saber, the fact it belonged to a Jedi would no doubt cause controversy.
Still, Atreus is dead and I never got to say a final goodbye. He was taken for some means of experimentation I believe. Attempting to brave my new master with my curiosity, I was informed he was dead and the conversation was concluded, although Lord Sanguinis’ words are hollow, empty and deceitful. I yet remain unconvinced, hoping that my questions will one day be answered.”
“...With that said, I have given up on my ambitions on returning home. Even if redemption was a possibility I would never become the person I once was. Some may question if i miss it, the answer is yes, I miss the experiences, the family I once had and everything in between.Truthfully, I was being held back from my true potential and I have come to terms with this fact. I however, would still not consider the Jedi as enemies unless given reason to and I dread the day I encounter one on the field.”
* Valkara would pause, seeming to reflect and ponder on the subject in question. She would soon wave a hand in a dismissive manner, clearing her throat before continuing to speak on.*
“To move on… i have encountered some difficulty in regards to Sovereign. Many are oblivious, with no knowledge connected with such a name. My experiences with Sovereign never ended well, we have conversed on subjects that have both been enlightening and disheartening although they ended in hostility. I consider him the shade of Sovernus, they are polar opposites of one another with different goals and ambitions. A delusional mind, believing his superiority above all others alongside his idiotic claims of being pure. He speaks of Sovernus truly being overthrown, however i know it is nothing more than meaningless words spoken by a desperate man.”
“However i cannot help but feel powerless, these circumstances have ran through my mind on a continuous loop and yet i remain incapable of finding a solid solution. My only viable option has made itself known in the form of a message, a former associate of Sovernus known as Zena. Perhaps she can shed some much needed light on such a dim situation.”
“End transmission.”
*The device shuts off as the transmission is concluded.*
*The gentle blue hue of the holo bursts to life, though no visuals are seen as of yet. After a few moments pass the device levitates over toward Valkara, currently standing with an upright posture within a location unknown. Her attention fixated in a singular direction, the audible sound of rain tapping against a surface almost therapeutically as her figure moves into frame. Her right hand resting against the small of her back, her left hand bent at the elbow and fingers moving slightly, clearly manipulating the holo-device to a position where her form would be seen. A deep sigh trails from her lips, before the silence was soon broken.*
“I had no intention on advancing these entries, it has been awhile. The weight of my former masters death continues to rest heavy on my shoulders. My lightsaber is a daily reminder of my past, who I used to be and who I have become. Yet, none have questioned or taken note of the abnormality of such a saber, the fact it belonged to a Jedi would no doubt cause controversy.
Still, Atreus is dead and I never got to say a final goodbye. He was taken for some means of experimentation I believe. Attempting to brave my new master with my curiosity, I was informed he was dead and the conversation was concluded, although Lord Sanguinis’ words are hollow, empty and deceitful. I yet remain unconvinced, hoping that my questions will one day be answered.”
“...With that said, I have given up on my ambitions on returning home. Even if redemption was a possibility I would never become the person I once was. Some may question if i miss it, the answer is yes, I miss the experiences, the family I once had and everything in between.Truthfully, I was being held back from my true potential and I have come to terms with this fact. I however, would still not consider the Jedi as enemies unless given reason to and I dread the day I encounter one on the field.”
* Valkara would pause, seeming to reflect and ponder on the subject in question. She would soon wave a hand in a dismissive manner, clearing her throat before continuing to speak on.*
“To move on… i have encountered some difficulty in regards to Sovereign. Many are oblivious, with no knowledge connected with such a name. My experiences with Sovereign never ended well, we have conversed on subjects that have both been enlightening and disheartening although they ended in hostility. I consider him the shade of Sovernus, they are polar opposites of one another with different goals and ambitions. A delusional mind, believing his superiority above all others alongside his idiotic claims of being pure. He speaks of Sovernus truly being overthrown, however i know it is nothing more than meaningless words spoken by a desperate man.”
“However i cannot help but feel powerless, these circumstances have ran through my mind on a continuous loop and yet i remain incapable of finding a solid solution. My only viable option has made itself known in the form of a message, a former associate of Sovernus known as Zena. Perhaps she can shed some much needed light on such a dim situation.”
“End transmission.”
*The device shuts off as the transmission is concluded.*
Discord:
lord_saltaeon
